Post by whiteangel28 on Jul 2, 2011 23:33:00 GMT -5
Nothing exciting ever happened, nothing to catch her interest. It was almost as bad as Warden's, except here she had tasks to keep her busy. Tasks to keep herself alive, other meaningless tasks the other outlaws seemed to enjoy telling her to do. Well, some of them. She was happy just to be given the cold shoulder or the self satisfied sneers most of the time. If they left her alone it would leave more time for her to work out how get Gerren, how to even find him first. Why did Rinah have to get so confused?
Sighing to herself, the honey bonde haired teen sat down on the stone floor, currently isolated from the other outlaws by how deep she had gone. Certainly she wasn't in the hot springs where the stolen eggs were, but she was close enough that the temperature was beginning to rise. Ruffling her own curly hair, grimacing at how short it was she found herself appreciating how large the current cavaren she was in was, much larger to the isolated little cell she had found herself in for the past two Turns. She was sure it had begun making her claughstrophobic, spaces that wouldn't have bothered her before now set her heart pounding. Just as she had escaped, she was beginning to crack. Great.
Sighing to herself once more, the maiden allowed her head to rest on the wall beside her, studying the other wall in the darkness, a glow flickering at her side. For a moment, the teen seemed to pause in her breathing, then start again once more, pause, start, pause, start. It was a small trick she had taught herself a long time ago, when her heart was racing with fear, when she felt she would be over whelmed, she would simply pause her breathing and then begin again. It kept her from hyperventilating, and best of all it kept her from panicing and stuttering. She had a nasty habit of stuttering when frightened or intimidated, it was quite annoying at times. Truly. But she had her trick.
A day in the camp always required her trick, with her proclaiming her innocence to any who asked, causing furitive glacnes to be cast her way. She knew some were thinking she migt betray them, and she would if she could, but at the moment she was a convicted criminal, and an innocent in a camp full of murders and violaters of the Pern law. She was going nowhere and betraying no one. Unless of course she fancied a knife in her chest or that nice comfy little cell back. No, it was much better just to stay here and take life as it came, even if she was truly and utterly alone.
So she sat there, in the darkness a flickering glow beside her going through her small exercise to calm her heart from another terrifying day among the outlaws.
Sighing to herself, the honey bonde haired teen sat down on the stone floor, currently isolated from the other outlaws by how deep she had gone. Certainly she wasn't in the hot springs where the stolen eggs were, but she was close enough that the temperature was beginning to rise. Ruffling her own curly hair, grimacing at how short it was she found herself appreciating how large the current cavaren she was in was, much larger to the isolated little cell she had found herself in for the past two Turns. She was sure it had begun making her claughstrophobic, spaces that wouldn't have bothered her before now set her heart pounding. Just as she had escaped, she was beginning to crack. Great.
Sighing to herself once more, the maiden allowed her head to rest on the wall beside her, studying the other wall in the darkness, a glow flickering at her side. For a moment, the teen seemed to pause in her breathing, then start again once more, pause, start, pause, start. It was a small trick she had taught herself a long time ago, when her heart was racing with fear, when she felt she would be over whelmed, she would simply pause her breathing and then begin again. It kept her from hyperventilating, and best of all it kept her from panicing and stuttering. She had a nasty habit of stuttering when frightened or intimidated, it was quite annoying at times. Truly. But she had her trick.
A day in the camp always required her trick, with her proclaiming her innocence to any who asked, causing furitive glacnes to be cast her way. She knew some were thinking she migt betray them, and she would if she could, but at the moment she was a convicted criminal, and an innocent in a camp full of murders and violaters of the Pern law. She was going nowhere and betraying no one. Unless of course she fancied a knife in her chest or that nice comfy little cell back. No, it was much better just to stay here and take life as it came, even if she was truly and utterly alone.
So she sat there, in the darkness a flickering glow beside her going through her small exercise to calm her heart from another terrifying day among the outlaws.